written in 2007 or 08 edited 2010 & one word revision again 2025 Remembering my horror ... screeching threats pierced my lobes from ominous claws drawing bloodcurdling images in the mire it looked at me as its blood vessels bulged violently with every pulse of my heart for every thought i had showing hope or desire, those eyes were ever ready to mutilate it but none of you should have pity on this i stepped into the mire (its mire)... by my own will and i do take this next line to challenge you Judge me. even though the ROARING eyes promised deadly retaliation, Cease any sorry empathy. even though you consider my crime small it didn't defend me, while this beast was Loose and Free to demolish my being as far as i knew... it had every liberty to shred my flesh i tried to be something step where i pleased and guide my feet where my will lead the demon wasn't hooked up to any chains for no chains known could hold it down for even a moment but in that moment... it pursued me. i...